Jakob
I took this pic of Danielle’s son at his Baptism. He is really cute. Babies are cute when they are babies. I guess after that they are not babies anymore, and some are still cute and some not so cute. That is kinda mean to say. Like that sienfeld episode about the ugly baby. I have seen some ugly babies, but I always like and say they are cute. Oops!
I have been thinking a lot about my parents lately. It is safe to talk about them online. I do not think my parents will ever be online. It is true what they say, that no matter what, your parents will always be your parents.
I was trying to think of those happy times with my parents, especially with my dad. It made me sad that I could not think of one. Most of my memories of my dad are of him getting on my case about something.
You know how kids go crawl into bed with their parents when they get scared. I remember going to the door of my parents room and sleeping outside of the door. Growing up I always had this fear that my parents were not there. Not exactly that they passed away or anything, but that they were just gone. I would go and check to see if they were still in their bed.
Now I live almost 2000 miles away and I cannot go sleep outside their bedroom or just check to see if they are still there. I guess that means I have grown up!
When I was a kid the world seemed so huge then it got small. Now, it is huge again. I know the world has not changed. It is me…
Carlos
